Rehab... By Rihanna..

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
When you left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hit me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all
These cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not usual like how I'll leave
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When your love slams?
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta win myself over you

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The way you hit me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all
These cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not usual like how I'll leave
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all
These cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not usual like how I'll leave
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

p/s: I'm not into the song but more into the lyrics..if u feel the lyrics then you'll know how
i feel now........

Cry.... by Rihanna..

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You'll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...............


p/s: I'm not into the song but more into the lyrics..if u feel the lyrics then you'll know how
i feel now........

Shah Alam Lagi dan Member Lamaku,Odah..

Dear blog..
yhow are you today?
hmmmm don't ask me....i'm not well emotionally..
msih x ok lg la....tekanan tu msih lg mencengkam..
well wlupun dlm keadaan yg mcm ni, ak msih lg nk share ngn
uols semua tntang aktiviti yg ak lakukan utk rehab..

Semalam = 28/06/09 ak ngn my bestfriend cum h.mate zelwani jasmay,
trun ke shah alam..first kitorg lepak ngn kak rohaya,
mkn2 kat pakli pastu jemput pn sofea dan suami tersayang di stesen komuter..
pasangan yg baru habis bercuti berbulan madu di genting katanya..
hmmm bahagianya rsa bla tgk diorg berdua tu..huhu..hmmm..pastu kitorg rmai2 kuar mkn
kt amin thai, salah sebuah restoran yg menyediakan
hidangan tom yam yg best..tp ak x mkn pun sbb sblum tu dh mkn kat pakli..
tambahan pula sen ak sangkak so itu tidak memungkin kan ak utk join diorg mkn..
cukupla segelas minuman epal susu sebagai santapan tatkala sesi melepak dijalankan..

Pas kitorg mkn kt amin thai kitorg pun hantar kak rohaya blik
sbb dia ada hal yg perlu disettlekan..then kitorg terus ke rumah Odah
member merangkap ex roommate ak kt UiTM Segamat dulu..umah dia kt s.8..
dia mmg lgsung tiada perubahan..still maintain dgn muka
yg xdimamah usia..sejuk mata memandang..sembahyang x tinggal ok..
respect sgt kat dia..btul x jesse? hehee..hmmm..kat sna sempatla jgk menjamah cucur udang yg dimasak oleh shamine umairah..

After approximately 1 hour kitorg pun bertolak blik ke KL..
ak meronda dulu dikawasan yg ingin ak ronda..
sajer nk cri ketenangan..tp xrsa apa2 pun..
same jgk..sampai je rumah, layan perasaan sampai ak tertido..
pg ni ak kena hantar wani g keje..sampai awal kat ofis,mkn
dan lalala kerjalah.. ~!!

Berilah Ku Kekuatan...

Dear blog...
How are you today?
well i'm not fine..emotionally i'm bad..
actually semalam msa otw blik dr ofis
baby v ak buat hal..
just imagine bahagian pemegang enjin tu patah..
terkejut beruk gak..ak mmg xsangka sbb
sebelom ni mmg ok jer...hmmm..
n xdinafikan sebelom ni baby v ak ni penah accident..
maybe diorg x cek betul2 kot sehinggakan ada skru2 yg dh longgar..
benci betul la dgn situasi mcmni..
nk tukar keter lain duit plak xder..hrmmm..
nsib baik la ada seseorang yg sgt ak syg dtg membantu
thanks a lot ling..kitorg g mkn and lepak kat rumah ptg smlm..
ak terpaksa amik EL...bru ingat nk perform..ade je kecelakaan menimpa..
benci la..

Itu cerita petang nyer...bila mlm menjelma, ak pertama kalinyer dpt merehat kan
bdn ak yg sememangnya xcukup rehat sejak kebelakangan ni..
tp dlm tgh2 nk rehat tu tiba2 ak rsa
dunia ak ni nk terbalik..
nsib baik ak xpengsan smlm..
i'm totally lost...hmmm xyah citer la...personal.....yg pastinyer...
ak perlu rehab..oh Tuhan..berilah ak kekuatan..... Amin...

Pari-Pari Di Bawah Angin... - Meet Uncle Hussain

Masa
Memaksa kita
Berpisah bagi sementara
Tak pernah ku pinta..

Ada
Kalanya
Kita tak mampu merencana
Takdir yang terlaksana

Satu hati dihujung langit
Satu itu sepuluh
Sejauh bima sakti
Cinta yakin kembali

Tinggal…
Tinggal lah oh pari-pari
Usah kau bersedih hati
Ku percayakan mu

Tinggal…
Tinggal lah oh pari-pari
Usah kau bersedih hati
Ku akan kembali

Siksa
Terseksa ow batinnya
Usah lagi kau titiskan air mata
Nanti ku tersiksa jua

Penantian..
Benar benar menyiksakan
Jika ini satu rintangan
Harus kita teruskan..

Satu hati dihujung langit
Satu itu sepuluh
Sejauh bima sakti
Cinta yakin kembali

Tinggal…
Tinggal lah oh pari-pari
Usah kau bersedih hati
Ku percayakan mu

Tinggal…
Tinggal lah oh pari-pari
Usah kau bersedih hati
Ku akan kembali

Lalalalala
Lalalalalalala
Akan kembali
Lalalalalalalalalaa
Ku akan kembali

Transformers...

Dear blog..
bertemu lg kita..
hr ni ak nk cerita tntang apa aktiviti yg dilakukan hr ni..
hrmmm..actually ak, salleh and azrin telah pergi
menonton wayang..di MBO galaxy ampang..
citer yg kitorg tgk adalah TRANSFORMERS: The Revenge Of The Fallen



kami bertolak kul 1250 dr ofis..thanks salleh utk tajaan pengangkutan..(myvi SE salleh mmg vogue..!)
hehehe..
ok sampai kat sna boleh thn ramai gak org sbb first day tyg kan? so kitaorg dok seat yg
tgh2..tiket plak kitorg amik yg kul 130pm..citer ni bg ak mmg best and lebih padat dr yg 1st..dr 5 ak nk bg 4 1/2 bintang..
ak jga xphm dlm keghairahan plot citer yg penuh aksi boleh plak terdengar suara dengkuran
di belakang kitorg..hrmmm klu nk tido blik rumah la..
buat ape la bazir duit dtg situ klu setakat nk tido..hmmm hampeh tol..!

Kitorg kuar dlm kul 410 pm..terus menuju ke menara yg utuh ulung dan unggul ittew..(buwekk)
kitorg ingat nk dok tempat yg habis kul 515 tp dh ada org kebas gara2 tersangkot dlm hujan msa
nk beli makanan kt pulau..huhu..sangkak la..

so, sekian sajer.. thanks pd sesiapa yg membaca coretan ini..huhu.. =)

Good Bye Sham + Gila

Dear blog..
tanggal 23/06/09 adalah hari terakhir seorang sahabat yg
boleh dikatakan ak kagum jgk, sham..
mmg sekejap je kenal dgn dia ni..
tp dlm sekejap2 tu sempat la kitorg spent time together-gether.. hehee..
so mlm semalam ak habis shift kul 10..
and ak cdg nk jumpa dia kali terakhir kat bawah..
tup tup ak tgk si azreen tgh lepak2 kat w/station dia skali
so dlm borak2 tu azreen mencadangkan utk meraikannya di chillies klcc..
meriah azreen blanja mlm tu..thanks a lot dear for everything..
to Sham good luck for ur undertakings no matter what it takes..
we're gonna miss u so much..!!

So lepas selesainya aktiviti bersama mereka ak terus plang ke rumah..
disebabkan fikiran ak yg sedikit terganggu, ak terus xjadi
nk blik (padahal dh sampai dpn rumah dh..huhu..)
xtau angin gila apa yg dh ada kat bdn ak menyebabkan ak
terus amik keputusan nk jln2 kt putrajaya..(sorang2 k..)
ronda2 dlm satu jam lebih pastu ak terus blik..tp ak dikejutkan oleh sesuatu..
................................personal matter..................................
finally kul 530 brula ak btul2 sampai kat umah n dlm kul 6 lebih brula tertido..